About Our Mission...

Godtoons International/ Dove Publications<<< Wheat Barns by Fred Bacskay

Greetings/ Sunday/ January 31- 2010

Welcome to Godtoons International/ Dove Publications and my feature: About Our Mission! This feature section is my Christian prose work that I have written over time about walking with God and other issues under the sun. The work is updated each weekend here on the internet for the public. Please scroll down page to access this weeks prose writing.

All work, for the time being, is taken from my e-book titled:

WHEAT BARNS by Fred Bacskay.
Now rest and enjoy my mission for God.

I'm Sorry...

Lord... Can I speak with you for a few moments? You have delivered me from heart-
strings of love that I had in a one-sided relationship! I thank you God for your grace
in heart matters. In wisdom, you knew exactly how to deal with me in my love
sickness. I am thankful to you Lord for your grace in handling this matter that was
tugging at my heart for a long time. I love her, but it does not hurt anymore! From a
distance between heart and mind a gulf of love has been created between us that has
filled and healed my heart. There are still days I think to myself that you did not mend
my heart emotion and at such times I cry out for the pain tries to reestablish itself
again by memories of the past. It reminds me of children without a father image with
all the emotional stress and loss it causes. My parents never separated but there was
talk of it... they agreed for their children's sake that they would remain together even
though unfaithfulness was present between them. I have visions to this day of shame
present in my mothers' spiritual body of light as patches of darkness in blotches upon
her face. No other deceased family relative of mine has ever tried to appear before me
and that is because my mother truly loved me as no other. In her shame, she could not
gaze upon God and wanted me to know this... but by Jesus' grace, He allowed her to
do so.

God set a great gulf between heaven and Earth so that no one could cross over from or
to either side. Will the saints in heaven rejoice seeing the lost suffer forever? God says
He will wipe away all tears and sorrow from us and wants us to know that we will
rejoice in the Lord again throughout the eternal realm! Amen.

He who loves father or mother or son and daughter more than he or she loves Jesus is
not worthy of Jesus... (Matthew 10: 37 KJV). Scripture says... the lukewarm shall be
cast out so let your light shine forth as a flaming fire by the Holy Ghost (Revelation 3:
16 KJV) living in you! Amen.



Fred Bacskay